hw i wish…~

how i wish i could talk whatever way i like

how i wish i could have the ability to let myself loose on

how i wish my fairy tales stories could come true

how i wish i could fly to places i adore

how i wish i could share every tiny pieces with my vips

HOW I WISH I COULD PROUDLY ADMIT MYSELF TO U

*hidin=suffocatin*

Add comment March 20, 2009 connie-pang

???

i wanted to write somethin..

somethin about my life

somethin about my misses

somethin about my happiness

somethin about bitterness

somethin about feelin

somethin about my everythin..

neither i could figure out a word nor a song to dedicate

i’ve lost d way how to express :(  :( 

Add comment March 20, 2009 connie-pang

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stepped into the drownin pool..

well, im just missin some people..

someone who’s so far apart from me yet feelin so near,

someone who’s so near yet feelin so far..

without supportin voices,

i choosed.

made the first move,

made the first believe..

im fragile,but i

and i will know, u’ll right there for me,

right?

Add comment January 24, 2009 connie-pang

3.v.0.1

weird..

what does it means?

aches..

what does it means??

i have no idea how to respond to this strange chemical synthesis..

im felt so great when i was standin on the stage,listenin to the round of applause..

i thought i could be how i was on the stage when i step down from the stage..i never notice there are so much more of hurdles that i indeed need time to overcome..

i should be proud of the next participant on stage,and yes,i did send my fullest regards,unfortunately, i realised how lost i am in the darkness of the audience seat..

i dont think i manage to finish the show on stage..

and i dont think i have the posibility to run to the stage and perform on spot..

because,

i dont have the chance to get the right music that fits my performance,this moment..

to be frank to myself and the performance as well as audience,

i have no other way but to sit in the darkness watchin every movement, every lil expression of the participants on stage..

im.waitin.for.the.right.music.

Add comment December 29, 2008 connie-pang

butterfly~

Browsin on our photos, lookin back on ourr footprints

I allow myself to immerse in the pool of missin u

I’ll felt uneasy thou..

I had pause myself beside u

But Im sorry,im sorry indeed

Butterfly needs to fly

And yes,is time for me to fly again..

I’ve been restin under yr arms with comforts

Sincerely,I thank you for every lil piece u did for me

Is not about u’re not good

Is only about im not worth enough to deserve u

I just wanne start a new life

Pls,don’t torture yrself anymore

Pls take good care of yrself

This is all I wane see

I wane see u smile widely

When I had promised to be yr soulmate means I’ll forever be yr soulmate

Pls fly,fly high to achieve yr goals

i Wish u’re surroundin wid blissfulness

1 comment October 14, 2008 connie-pang

aches

i dont knw what happen..

i seriously dont know what’s happenin between us..

i dont know how ta apologize bt only with the word,sorry

my heart ache to look back those moments we argue

i have no idea how ta manage the situation..

i just know to tear behind u..

im sorry if i had hurt u badly..

but u meant really much to me……….

Add comment October 14, 2008 connie-pang

sorry

we are not god

and that’s why we have feelings

and that’s why we cant manage our feelings

i’ll leave the tears behind

and so u’ll never notice

and so u’ll thought im careless

Add comment October 10, 2008 connie-pang

to both u

thank you for yr concern that nite

the tears told me that you actually care

im sorry if i had misunderstood you earlier

im sorry if my words had hurt you

i appreciate those moments we spent together

i thank god to grand us together

i believe,true frens nvr apart~

love u~

1 comment October 6, 2008 connie-pang

i hope u understand this post is about u

sometimes when i choose not to clarify things to u

is because i dun wanne spoil our relationship

i know somehow in someway u can feel somethin in me is goin wrong

but u never ever tried to come forward n listen to me

these days…

u had indeed disappointed me,

on how u treat me as fren

when im showin u some faces that mad people usually do

is actually the time when im tryin to keep things into my heart instead of sharin wid u

i hop u cn understand

i hop u cn be more concern

i knw girls stuffs are troublesome

but i jz need u to show me yr heart on how u pay yr concern to fren

im not wantin anythin

neither tryin to alter the way u behave

the only thing i wan u to knw is when ther’s a time where i cud talk to u

i sincerely wish that u’ll not feelin fed up

i share wid u,

cz i CARE… ……….

1 comment October 3, 2008 connie-pang

sincerely

when u tried to love someone sincerely,

when u tried to brokeup wid someone sincerely,

when u tried to sat down and recall every chapters that u passed,

u’ll then realise what’s the meanin behind of the word,h.u.r.t.

i cnt bear any single beat more of sore..

i never forget every lil piece

i just choose not to look back..

when love alter,i just wanne admit and surrender..

i dont mean to vary everythin,if im sure u just wanne b fren..

when the wounds bleed,

i hope i cn smile.

not bcuz of i’ve get beyond..

is bcuz i wanne thank god to learn how to stand after fell..

unfortunately i still cnt figure out the way to stand..

i understand,

i just need time to fix my sentimental machine..

1 comment September 25, 2008 connie-pang